One Of The Best Weekends

Last weekend was totally great!!! The day started with me sleeping as long as I wanted. Then I met Sashka and Dashka in a pizzeria. We had a lovely time eating pizza and headed to Shondra to watch "Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief"... 

But the best part of the night was getting a ride on a cool new car and making a stop at embankment. What for??? Let me show you.... 

First take this happy couple:

Now take this place:

But at winter night:

That's where it all happened.... Yup... Sashka made a "one-knee-proposal" .... Yaaaaaaaay!!!!!

The whole proposal part ended up with Dasha saying... "Yes"

21/03/2010 about 23.35 Sashka and Dasha got officially engaged

I'm sooooo happy for them!!!! Now we're all excited about the wedding coming this may =)))

Ok... So another great thing about last weekend was that I got back to Church... after about 4-5 months of being inactive...That was pretty much exciting to be there again... But I'm not sure yet I'll keep on coming regulary.. 

Now I'm kinda excited about this weekend. We've got the Relief Society Birthday on Saturday... and... They told me to make a spiritual thought .... No fun ))))) But ok.. I don't mind )))) 

A Piece Of Summer

I really don't have time to write anything, even though I have lots of stuff to tell... But I got a chance to load tons of videos of my sis from mom's cell phone the other day. I started sorting them out and found this video shot last summer during vacations in the Ukraine ))) 


Here it is... 

There Should Always Be Best Friends

That's weird how life can change...I remember when I was a kid I had been kind of a leader among the kids around me... in the kindergarten... in primary school... There were people who wanted to be like me... There were people who I had to kind of "contest" with to be a leader. But being a leader is not that good cuz there are lots of people around who want to be your friend but none really is. 
I'm pretty sure I got my first real best friend in the 3rd grade. Her name was Masha. She was new in my class and we also found out that we were neighbours. She seemed so much smarter and wiser than me.So we got to hang out together every day.Our handwritings looked almost the same and she could easily copy mine, so she did some of my homework so we could go play outside sooner =)))) Then I changed school and she moved to another city. We were kids so we failed to keep in touch... 
In the new school it was hard... I got used to be a leader so I tried to get along with "peeps on top"... I got tired of them soon though... All those money, outfit and other talks that would show how rich your family is. So I got to hang out with this girl, named Masha (not the first one =) ). Really, I look back and get so many great memories of how we laughed all classes long, helped each other with homework. I helped her with English, she helped me with Chemistry. Even after I changed school again we still were best friends. She tells me sometimes things like "I remember I used to come home from school and thought "Natasha's gonna call any minute" and then you called"... We shared absolutely everything with each other. We had been best friends for 8 years until we somehow lost what we had. And since then we call each other a few times a year and say how much we miss all those times. We always try to fix everything but fail every time. I really hope that this year we'll manage to bring things back and I'll be able to say that we've been best friends for over 12 years =)

This was my 17th Birthday.The last year we got to spend time together.After that we only got to say "Hi" in the streets. 

In 2006 I got to know a guy named Sasha. My first impression wasn't the best. I thought he was arrogant and a kind of "mr-know-all". And whenever we got to play Frisbee I felt like he hated me and and never gave me a pass or threw frisbee the way I'd drop it =))) Then in summer 2007 he asked if I had MSN and we began to spend hours chatting.I figured all of his dirty secrets =)))))))) And it was always great when he needed my support =))) We got to hang out together every once in a while. For now it's been like half a year or even more since we last really talked... But!!!! Yesterday we got to chat on Facebook and that made me soooo happy!!!! )))))) I really miss seeing him (espicially since he's living in Moscow) and talking to him. He's one of those who probably knows me better than I do and can always foresee how I'll act or he can say how I feel very acсurately without me even really realizing it yet =))) So today again I'm full of hope that things will work out well and we'll keep in touch. 

My favorite pic of me and Sashka

For all my life there were very few people I really feel sad I lost...now there are not many people I never want to lose. And I can tell for sure Masha and Sashka are among the most important people in my life!!! Love them!!!

I'm Back!!!

Yup... I'm back with updating my blog!!!! Haven't done that for a month or so... Just didn't have the right thoughts, time and inspiration. But now I'm back and I promised myself to update this thing every once in a while. And since I'm way too lazy to have a journal, let it be one =)

To mark my "return" I'll simply add 3 songs... They've stuck in my head for over a month =)

The Sky Life - Take Back Time

 

The Sky Life - Under Water

All Time Low - Remembering Sunday 

"Am I getting old?" or "Shattered Dreams"

Wow.... I haven't updated my blog for 2 months by now... Crazy!! And to tell the truth it took me a long while to think of what to write this time. I usually have lots of thoughts in my head... But...This time I've got only one... and it's not very optimistic.

What I've been thinking of is that I'm turning 22 this year and somehow it feels like I'm getting so old =)))) I'm serious!!!!

I look around and see all these people of my age getting engaged, married... making a family... Lots of people of my age having a good job or even a career already and all stuff like this..

I look at my life and see that I haven't moved at all... Nothing really changed since I was 15-17..

But now everything in my head, everything I feel is so exaggerated..

- I always hoped that if I ever get married it would be at 20 or max 21...

- I thought that studying English and French would be so exciting... But I got soooo disappointed with the level of education they give us in university. Plus it's all sooo boring and now I totally suck at both English and French.

- I'm tired of living with mom. I really want to move on and start living an "adult life".

- But it's impossible with no "real job".. And I can't get any now cuz I'm still a full-time student.

- My life is friggin boring!!! It really is.. Every day is the same with nothing excited in it.

- I need inspiration.. I long for it... I need it like a drug... But it just never comes.. I want to create, I want to write again.. I want any thing that would make me feel alive.

- I want to have a reason to look nice every day... But now I just don't care.. I don't wanna dress up for uni cuz I'm just sick of this place .. and I never go out... But sometimes I just want to put some lovely dress and go out and feel free, feel nice, feel alive (again)..

Really this list can go on forever but it's more like a list of complaints... I really needed to put it down though.. Hopefully that'll make me feel better cuz all these thoughts absorb my mind these days and it doesn't make me any good.

Being A Rockstar...

"Being a rockstar is like being God: people love and follow you, but still there are those who just won't listen to you and those who are too blind to see how good you really are won't get it until they see you live" - Me

This thought had been spinning around in my head for a few hours yesterday...

Shopping...

Really... It's impossible to go shopping with me!!! I never like anything )))) So whenever I go shopping with mom with the aim to buy something for ME... we always end up with me waiting for her and leaving a mall with a whole bunch of stuff for HER ))))

And that's what happened today again )))) We went shopping for shoes for me... But ended up with mom saying "Have a seat!! It'll take me long" =))) So we left that place with 2 pairs of shoes for mom and... NONE for me )))))))))))

Then we dropped in another place though and I came across these lovely 15$ shoes and loved them ))))))))

Now they are mine )))))

While waiting for mom I watched other people choosing shoes and I got pretty much surprised how shoes you choose show your personality. Like there was a woman there who tried the weirdest ever shoes on... But having a whole look of her I could see why she chose all of those weird shoes.. That expressed her cheerful view of life, creative and cheerful nature.

Then there was a pregnant woman choosing purple boots. She obviously loved that colour cuz her jacket had lots of purlple shades too ))) And the shoes she chose seemed comfortable which is necessary when you're pregnant ))))

My mom: always trying some high heels on. Nothing peculiar. Just beautiful classic shoes. And that's totally like her. Always womanly, loving order in everything.... Just look at any calssic high heels shoes and you'll get what I mean.

Next girl: Choosing shoes pretty much reminding what she was already wearing. I think that shows that she is loyal and is looking for stability in life.

And finally me: I never know what I want )))) If i had a chance I'd wear converse or skater style shoes all the time. But that's not right. A girl should be a girl. And knowing it I sometimes love high heels and some lovely girly shoes. So I can never decide what style I really wanna have. And I guess that all means I'm still looking for myself.

Ha.. Ok.. Guess this post was way boring )))) So I should better finish for now ))))